NoTitle無題◎夏衍Often,inmycalmmomentofcontemplation,Ifinditamazingthatamanlikemewhowasbornofapoorfamilyandhassufferedalifetimeoffrustrationsshouldhavelivedtotheageof92.靜下來想想，我這樣一個出身貧寒，經歷坎坷的人，居然能活到 92歲，實在有點奇怪。WhenIwasinmyeighties，peopleoftenaskedmeforadviceonhowtokeepingoodhealth.Butthefactis,insteadofarecipeforhealthyliving,Ihavesomeverybadhabits.過了80歲，經常有人問我，有什么養生之道。我不僅不懂得養生，而且還有一些不好的習慣。雙語|現代散文:夏衍無題rmimpetuousandtendtorushallthings.Iwalkquickly,Iwritequickly,Ieatevenmorequicklyor,sotospeak,justwolfdownmyfood.AsaresultIbecameillwithduodenitis.Thedoctoratlastcuredmeofmystomachtrouble,butnotofmybadhabitofeatingquickly.我性急圖快，走路快，下筆快，吃飯更快，簡直是狼吞虎咽，因此，得了胃病、十二指腸潰瘍。醫生治好了我的病，但沒有治好我的習慣。I'mapickyeater.Priortotheoutbreakofthe10-yeardomesticpoliticalturmoilin1966 ,Irefusedtoeatmelon,andseldomtookvegetablesandfruit.Duringtheseventies,whenIwasconfinedinjailinQincheng,mydailythreemealsconsistedofnothingbutcornbunsplusturnipandChinesecabbage.That,however,curedmeofmybeingchoosyaboutfood.But,onceoutofprison,Islippedbacktomyoldself,takinglittlevegetableandfruit.我偏食。史無前例”的那十年之前，我不吃瓜，很少吃蔬菜和水果。70年代進了秦城監獄，天天窩窩頭，頓頓蘿卜白菜，這樣才勉強改造過來，但一旦出獄，依舊我行我素，少吃菜果如故。I'mateetotaler，butIbegantosmokeattheageof30.AtfirstIdiditonlyoccasionally,butlaterIbecameaddictedtoit.DuringthetenyearswhenIwaswiththeMinistryofCulture,1usedtoconsumetwopacksaday,containing40cigarettes,tillmyfingerswereyellowedandmylipsandtongueparched.ButIstillcouldn'tgetoutofthetobaccohabit.Smokingwasbannedinprison,butassoonasIwasreleasedthefirstthingIdidwastoaskmyfolksforacigarette.Once,bywayoftestingmywillpower,Istoppedsmokingforseveralmonths,butonlytoendupinarelapse.Somepeopledwelledontheharmfulnessofsmokinginarticlespublishedinnewspapersormagazines.Tome,however,theywereexaggeratingthingsjusttoscarepeopleandsortofmanifestingarebelliousmentality.Ireasonedlamelythatdecadesofheavysmokinghadn'tshortenedmylifeatall.Strangetosay,earlyonacertainmorningtwoyearsago,myfirstcigaretteofthedayhappenedtobesosickeningthatIstubbeditoutimmediatelyandfromthenonsmokednomore.Thatmarkedthebeginningofmycleanbreakwithcigarettes.我不喝酒，但從30歲那年開始抽煙，先是偶爾為之，后來上了癮。在文化部工作那十年，每天兩包，連手指也熏黃了，到晚上唇干舌燥，也毫無戒意。當然，這中間也有曲折，進秦城之后，被強制戒了，但回家后，第一件事就是向家人要煙。為了檢驗自己的意志力，主動戒了幾個月，沒有事，又抽上了。有人在報刊上寫文章講吸煙有害，我認為，這是危言聳聽，有逆反心理。歪道理的理由是，我煙齡幾十年還活到這把年紀。奇怪的是，兩年前的一個早上，點上第一支煙，覺得不是滋味，掐滅了，從此，不戒自戒。在我的吸煙史上畫了一個句號。雙語|現代散文:夏衍無題Threethings，however，havemuchtodowithone'shealth，namely，physiology，psychologyandadaptability.ThatI'velivedtothisageisprobablyduetomyefforttosumupmypersonalexperieneeofthepastdecadesanddrawalessonfromit.rveneverbeenweigheddownbycares.Inevergetangryorbecomepessimistic.Another3strongpointofmineisthatI'malwaysthirstingforknowledgeandhavemany-sidedinterests.Myinterestsrangeoverawidefield,rommajoreventsathomeandabroadtoplantsandtrees,andfishandworms.Iusedtoraisebirdsanddogs,andnowIkeepcats.Iwasoncecrazyaboutphilatelyandcollectingbooksandpaintings.IwatchTVorlistenintotheradio,notonlyfornewsbutmainlyforballgames,soccerinparticular.IwatcheachandeveryItalianSerieAMatchwithoutfail.Only,duetomyeagernessfornationalhonor,italwaysmakesmemadtoseetheChineseTeamloseoutininternationalmatches.話說回來，一個人的健康，要從生理、心理、適應能力這三方面來決定。我能活到現在，大概是總結了過去幾十年的經驗教訓，卸下了思想包袱，不生氣、不悲觀。我這個人還有一個好處，就是求知欲強，趣味廣泛。上至天下大事，小至草木魚蟲，我都有興趣愛好。我養過鳥，養過狗，現在還養貓；集郵、搜集書畫我都著過迷；看電視、聽廣播，除新聞之外，主要是看球，特別是足球。意大利甲級聯賽的錄像，我每場必看，只是我好勝心強，中國隊在國際比賽中受挫，我就生氣。Inrecentyears，whenfriendswriteorcallonme，theyhaveoftengreetedmebysaying， “Mayyouhavegoodhealthandalonglife！”We川thinklifeshouldn'tbeexcessivelylong.Somecomeinto4thisworldwhilesomedepartfromit,that'sthewayofallflesh.Whatifeverybodyshouldliveanundyinglife?WhatwouldbecomeofthisworldifConfucius,Qinshihuang[1],YuanShikai[2]andChiangKai-shekwerestillalivetoday!近年來，朋友寫信和來訪總要說祝你健康長壽”。我說：壽不能太長，有生有死，這是常道，人人長壽，生而不死，試想，孔老夫子、秦始皇、袁世凱、蔣介石都還活著，這將是怎樣一個世界！Inthishumanworld，thingsallgobycertainrules.Onlybygraspingtheserulescanwemakereformsandcreate.Ithinkhabitsdonotcomeunderthecategoryofideology,buthavesomethingtodowithinertia.That'swhytheancientssay, “Oldhabitsdiehard.”Neverthelqsstdoesn'tmeanthathabitsareimpossibleofbeingbroken.Withstrongresolutionandperseveranee,wecancertainly